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        So blur it was, the only distinct were the sounds surrounding me. I heard dichotomy of speech as JAI HO and GO INDIA GO BACK. Suddenly the images started getting brighter like some was turning the knob to increase the brightness and then pictures were much vivid. When I saw around I saw a ‘lot of people’.  On one side I saw anger for the sake of patriotism gone to the extent of “self obsession” and on the other side ‘I saw people with the agony of past and present’. The place was like a pavement or more likely a street. I saw conceited leaders on ‘tanks’, marching closer to each other, the situation was more war like. And suddenly I saw a girl with a boy in arms probably a ‘brother’ strangled in between Warfield and there I saw a group with ‘stones’ battling with the group with ‘swords’. The women cries, slogans, gunfire’s all left my heart pounding as like it was going to come out of the chest. It seemed that the place I was in gave me a panoramic view and like I was the only spectator of the show and then I saw a women coming for rescue of the children (probably their mother), wore a ‘pheran’ seemed more abstract to me. In the mean time there was a clash, my eyes were stuck to the trio. They were crying and screaming for help, eying around for their help I saw the gate of my ‘’Home‘’ it seemed weirder to me. Before I could analyze the scenario my eyes again turned back to the trio, they were being thrashed by a group with red bands tied to their head’s and suddenly after that I saw the baby getting laid in the unusual way and a sword was pointing in-between  his belly and it was being raised to a height. The other group members surrounding the boy suddenly started rushing and I saw the gate of my home wide open. I was getting colder and my lungs demanded more air, I tried to move but in vain it was like I was tied to something that resisted my movement while analyzing the state of this captivity I heard a well articulated sound like “hunhhh”. The sound resembled to the sound made by the lumberjack while cutting the logs with axe suddenly I screamed with a twitch in my whole body I took a heavy breath and looked around it was dark. It took me almost 5 minutes to gain consciousness and then I realized it was a dream “just a dream”. My thirst for water and emotional support was very much intense and I could not compensate it with a glass of water.
     Then there was a realization that this is the consequence of pre sleep reading about the “ lal chowk tri colour hosting program” by BJP. And definitely the views in my dreams were the conclusion drawn by my mind about the issue if the “BJP sewaks” reach to lal chowk.
      I was terreified by this dream and the sleep was left to shelves for several hours. The flashes of the dream still roaming around. Then I started interpreting and then I realized that there has been an explosion of “ what if’s ”and then when I started catching  some  echoing ones. They sounded like (1)what if these thousands of BJP activists managed to reach to  the ‘lalchowk’ to hoist the flag(2)what if there was a contact between the protestors and the activists(3)what if the yatra turns into a apocalypse in Srinagar (4)what if lack of management{as we are ased to} lead the CRPF and Activists  draw Timid results.etc ..etc…. it certainly was an explosion and the results were execrable.
     The image of BJP is not good in my mind when this strikes to my mind  the pictures of Gujarat Riots flashes In. And now I could see the formation of  another mould of the same situation. These culpable leaders with mediocre mind set sometimes lead us to a situations where their self ego is more  important than the sentiments and lives of the common people.
     The unwanted yatra seemed me more frivolous as the flags are getting hoisted in every district of the Kashmir so if its done by BJP in Lal chowk then it will be definitely a publicity stunt. Rather they would have won the hearts if  they would have came for paying sympathy towards the recent killings or  for the conditions we are suffering. Now its all upto the govt how they will tackle the situation with the course of time.
      Being away from home makes you more worried about the conditions prevailing in the homeland and this type of insecurity to Kashmir is a gift by Govt. Now lets see what time will bring forth an another dreadful dream or a dream that will let my alarm ringing.